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Nov. 20th, 2008 | 12:55 pm

I really want to go to the land of magic and palm trees RIGHT NOW

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oh em gee

Oct. 31st, 2008 | 11:13 am

Happy Halloween!

It's a good thing I'm saving myself for Hugh Laurie, or finding out I got kicked out of a listed party on Saturday for a guy who can bring free Monster for all would make me upset. AMIRITE?

Oh well...RAing is much better, minus that post from before which was the residue of about two weeks of PMSing. Go my uterus!!

Well..Ba-Rock the vote, people! So excited!

Also...EFFIN' GOING TO DISNEY WORLD NEXT SEMESTER CAN I GET A WHAT WHAT?! I have my letter, but I won't know my job until I audition for a character. That means don't ask WHAT I'm doing or WHEN I'm going until about two weeks after November 14th. But yeah. I'm going to work there during the winter!! And yes, you can come visit me, I find you a cheap motel.

Other than that...I really want my friend Christy to come visit me

Happy Halloween again! Positive auras, people, positive auras!

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Aug. 18th, 2008 | 01:43 pm

E finito.

I have amazing friends.

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Jul. 31st, 2008 | 12:43 am

3 more days.

3 more fucking days.

July 7th is the new Everybody Lies day

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Jul. 17th, 2008 | 10:37 am

I'm in Italy and I just spilled the vodka all on the ground, in La "Skeasiea" of all places.

"Run!" everyone yells, and does. I stand there, staring at the liquid feeling like an idiot. I want to clean it up and start all over.

No use crying over spilled vodka. No use getting caught as the one who spilled it either.

This is different.

Actions have consequences.

That is my lesson.

No use crying over spilled vodka.

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Jun. 29th, 2008 | 07:24 pm

showers are for squares!!

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Jun. 26th, 2008 | 11:30 am

the milky way never looked more beautiful

august will be the hardest month of my life.

is this what healing is?

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Jun. 19th, 2008 | 08:38 am

nothing i learn from him is comfortable
i sat on the rock next to him the lake
and i learned more about myself
and i gave in a little bit more
and i let him believe that maybe
there was a future for us
when really, there was just now
and that's all there ever will be
because my life will never follow
what he wants it to, and i'll never
let him change his for me
so let's just have right now
and i'll sit on my rock
and look at you on yours
and talk about deamons and freighters
and hope that someday
you won't cry when you look back on us

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Jun. 16th, 2008 | 11:30 pm

You know this it isn't real
Don't make it a big deal
I'll be the only one to say
That I'm sorry without you

...I thought that it was over
I thought that it was done
But you insist to persist
and be irrational...


Joe: Fuck him! He's got seven fucking miles of cold water between there and the island! Let him rub one out over on the mainland with no cable or internet for fucking porn. He needs to fucking get over it!


I don't regret anything that happened. If I never had Mike to hurt me, Besan and I would never have gotten so close. So I don't regret the past. But I'm not going to make decisions that are going to hurt me in the future.

Fuck that.

I love my friends. I love my life, and I love where it's taken me. I'm so glad I got up the courage to make that fateful decision that October. It's done me so much good, no matter what, I know what I did was right. For both of us. Fuck everyone else who would rather believe a whole bunch of shit about me and judge me for decisions I make. It's really made me realize who really cared about me and who really was just in it for the good times only for someone who thought the same way they did.

And I love it. I love it! I love my life!



P.S. Mission Point Resort is full of stuffy rich people who can't handle a little awesome dance par-tay in the Mission House. WHATEV

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Jun. 11th, 2008 | 12:21 am

Job training is intense.

You know what else is intents? Camping.

okay. joke over.

fuuuuuuuuuuck avenue! and omg so over william hitting on me. FER REALZ.

there is no reason to this post other than saying the boyscouts are precious.

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